well, things are hard now. Everything is shaky…im not so sure what went wrong.My life, my relationship and so on. Some people would say that, yeah good on her. But whatever. But yeah, admit that was my mistake. If only i would be more passion and behaving. But hey, I am behaving. Telling things on my mind, doesnt really mean i wanna do it. Its just a way of expressing the feelings ive got. Anyway, things about me, u dont find any fake or fancy stuff about me. I’ll just act towards things that i think I should go for and give my point of view towards certain things. Im a lil bit confused about whats going on and whats on my mind. Maybe too much preassure and stuff. But i will try to overcome all those shits that happen to me.
Tonight, it was a really good nite. Went out for a cup of coffee and ended up in the casino. But hey i dont gamble. I love liveband. So, Liam and I thought that we just wanted to have a look which band was performing. Yeah, we are good friends. Nothing more than that. So stop bitching about me hangin out with my mates. Anyway, I felt sooo happy. Lucky we did the right thing. I really enjoyed the performance by "The Vibe". A duo from Sunshine Coast. Just all those old songs and some pop blues, jazz, ballads and rocks. Damn. 2 hours. But worth the time.Well, pretty sad, just thought, if only that could be Nils.*sigh*. Its alright, we talked about music stuff that really interest me much. Yeah, Liam is a good friend of mine, He always reminded me, b careful of being ‘picked’ up. Yerp, again, it s unavoidable. But i dont really care, coz im not interested in anyone.
Now I miss my baby so much. Saying I love u is not enough, it worths to show it. Something has made him realize about ‘reality’. Living in reality. Yup. I dont know whats on his mind. I just hope that things are alright for him now. I just cant wait to see him again and get back to his arms. Anyway, if in case he reads this, I want him to know that the only person i admire and love is him. no one could ever replace him. He’s been the best ive ever had.
Now I miss my baby so much. Saying I love u is not enough, it worths to show it. Something has made him realize about ‘reality’. Living in reality. Yup. I dont know whats on his mind. I just hope that things are alright for him now. I just cant wait to see him again and get back to his arms. Anyway, if in case he reads this, I want him to know that the only person i admire and love is him. no one could ever replace him. He’s been the best ive ever had.
Ah , i need to get some sleep now, tomorrow i have to go to class and work !!!..damnn…
*life is like a box of condoms,u dont know which one comes right and which one will tear off.
Hugs and kisses to my love.
*life is like a box of condoms,u dont know which one comes right and which one will tear off.
Hugs and kisses to my love.
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