A Girl and Her World of Reality.: December 2008

it's been 5 weeks of school hols. damn it. i dont realize that time flies too fast.
another year 's over. im 24, and i still think i havent achieved much in life.
there's been too many things happen lately.
few weeks before hols started, i was in love. i thought i really was.
oh no, it wasn't real. im glad it's over.
had a big crush on a guy that i would never expect i wud.
but he took me for granted. so, i just left him.

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the first few weeks of hols has brought boredom to my life. until finally i ve found something interesting. apart from catching up with my close friends, i expand my network of friendship.
i started joining a club (SNC), and made friends with some members from the club.

since then, every now and then i went out for a drink or two with them.
lucky they are nice people to hang out with. im glad to get to know other people from different walk of life. i knew i finally break the wall that ive built. I disconnected myself off from the world.

Now im back.

Damn, i cant organise my thoughts right now..

oh well, ive planned a trip to bali with some new friends from a friend of mine (Kak Lyzza, Abg Shah, Adi and I).it was 3 (or was it 4?) weeks that ive settled the payment of the flight tickets and ushaing the accomodation in Bali. I was really excited and looked forward to the trip. until finally the day came. It was shitty to find out that the person who was supposed to get our tickets was being an asshole. We were the first to check-in at the counter, but we were the last to get on the plane.

we figured out that we were not on the list. F*cking hell. I was angry, but i kept it. There were some miscommunication and misunderstanding between few parties. So, i shut my mouth.
However, we managed to get the flight tickets by buying them on the spot.

I could already sense that there's something wrong with our trip.
Yes, it does. Since, we had a bad start. On the plane, there was some turbulances. and when we arrived, there were some shitty things happened. for example, it was black out when we were dining, the rain was heavy, and our hotel was out of electricity too the whole night.I was just hoping that the next days would be better. Oh no, it wasn't. Some shits happened too. I guess its better off that i just forget it.

Overall, Bali is a fun place to be. Shopping is great. and scenery too. I loved everything about Bali. I respectt the culture. Majority of the people living there are Hindus. I did visit the monument and bombing place. I felt sorry for the victims of the bombing. Oh well, i dont understand why some religious people (the Muslims) would go extreme and killed innocents?
they dont have the right to judge and hukum people. They aint a god. *sigh*. I respect Islam, and I am a muslim. But i hate those religious people who think they are always right and they know whats best for others. Its crap.

We are humans, we make mistakes, even God forgive His people. whatever.