Hm. finally, sleepless nights, working my ass out is now over. I could take a deep breathe and focus on my next plans. Okay. next week mom and dad will come.Yeah.can’t wait for that.
Damn, now i’ve gotta clean up my room. Things are all over the place. Last night, i went out to embassy after submitting my assignments. Catch up with those st. lucians. It was okay..not too bad. 3 hours was enough. I m glad i was behaving and controlling myself.i didnt go beyond my limit. (Ah, im proud of myself!.yes). Yeah, i could say that i’ve been longing and missing having a night out. This is just the beginning. Nicky promised me to go out having fine dining at pane vino and to have some drinks at the beach house. He better should!
ahhh *moaning*…im so lazy now..
trying to upload assignments on email for julia. Damn, why she makes it hard for me??the fifth time. i dont know what s wrong with the internet!! dah upload byk2, pegi disconnect..Sial!
Hmm…aduh, my baby is mad at me now. Hmmm..what should i do? he’s not convinced of me.Damn. Why?He should actually already know/understand me. I think he is. But hes just doubt about certain things. Ah. maybe, whatever it is, i think i dont need to explain things too much. Its not important. I trust him, he should trust me. whatever i do, i know the limit that i set myself. just one thing for sure, i love him more than i love myself.
Now, i wanna get things ready. Tonight im going to watch a movie. Perhaps, take the lead or thank you for smoking. Just wanna ease my soul out.Need to ‘mend’ it from all the craziness of life.aha, perhaps do a movie marathon. Ah, tak kesah lah.
Damn, i talk craps. (it shows that im bored and im stupid now). sebab, i just can’t think of writing long sentences now. Malas. My brain is no longer functioning for academic stuff or even to think of anything.
Gerak kaki ikut rentak lagu, gerak tangan ikut rasa hati.
Okla, assignment pun dah settle di upload. Jenuh menunggu. Now its time to do other things, or perhaps grab some food?
*I love my boo with all my soul.
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